~Adeline Yew's journey of life ~!

get away from the busy KL

2011-05-15T23:20:00.004+08:00

Do you consider a weekend a holiday???? Honestly, i don't. Weekend is to rest but if i don't spend my weekend well, i'll regret on every Sunday night because i have just wasted another weekend. Sounds like you too???? hahahaha.....

I just got back to KL from a wonderful weekend with my lovely buddies at Melaka. When you're at Melaka, 1 of the World Heritage Site recognized by UNESCO, you should choose a place to stay where it meets the recognition given. Out of so many choices of accommodation available, we chose CYCLAMEN Cottage.

This is the compound when you enter Cyclamen Cottage.
I don't need any 5-star hotel, i only need a place as comfortable and as pretty as this. :-)

the one and only lotus surviving from the pond :P

chime the bell, enter and yell WOW~!

Do you still see these nowadays?? I bet you don't.
It would be lovely to have 1 at my house next time :)

Our room with 3 single panel window, does it remind you on your childhood??

the open-air rooftop allowing sunshine into the hall everyday.

the narrow and high staircase, handle with extra cautious if you're size XXXL.
*ooopsss sorry*

one of the corner at the dining hall where you can lie down to read your book and relax

We were spoilt by foods available everywhere, not any expensive food prepared by any overseas flown in chef but they're all street food. We never fail to fulfill our pleasure towards food throughout the trip as our tummy were filled with food & drinks all the time. You name it, WE HAD it!! From Cendol, Mee Siam, Ayam Pongteh and Nyonya Laksa at DOnald & Lily, To Green Tea at Cheng Ho Tea Museum, Continued to Chicken Rice Ball, Steamed Chicken, Asam Pedas Fish Head at Jonker Street, Went on to Nadeje Crepe Cake at Nadeje, Melaka Raya, Moved Next to Baba & Nyonya Cuisine at BANYA restaurant, Melaka Raya for dinner, and Egg Ice Cream at Jonker Street... ALL IN 1 Day!!! hahahahhha....... Not forgetting, Cendol at the Graveyard stall opposite Boh Huat Chuan (a development company) and also Prawn Mee, Curry Puffs, Yam Puffs, Coconut Puffs nearby Putra Hospital the next day. I'm amazed by our power!

More trips like this to come, my darlingsssssssss................ We'll head to other places after this!!

2010-10-10T20:30:00.002+08:00

Work has been good to a certain extend. God has been treating me perfectly good by giving me a good master who's willing to teach and guide me, colleagues who are willing to help all the time. A question suddenly came to my mind but i shall keep it to myself.

B'day coming up!!!! Yeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................. but attending course on the same day too :-(

ROOM for RENT

2010-08-17T00:26:00.004+08:00

Hi all.. After being away for so long i almost lost the mood to blog. During convocation i was so desperate to blog & voice out my feelings but soon after that i forgot about it & i do not have the feeling to blog on that topic anymore but overall i feel HAPPY, RELIEVE & SATISFIrent which is quite near to my office (office at Solaris Dutamas). After much travelling to KL, after viewing much units around PJ & Segambut area, i've finally found a place to stay at CHANGKAT VIEW CONDOMINIUM, DUTAMAS. This place is convenient for those who are working around KLCC, SOLARIS DUTAMAS, SOLARIS MONT KIARA, MONT KIARA, JALAN DUTA that circle. I'm tired of negotiating, asking, viewing & i've decided on this unit now.

This CHANGKAT VIEW CONDOMINIUM, DUTAMAS has 3 rooms & 2 bathrooms with 2 heaters, 2 airconds in the living room & the master bedroom. This unit also has a fridge which is not in at the moment yet & it's fixed with customized kitchen cabinet & stove. At the moment there's 1 room AVAILABLE FOR RENT & if anyone is interested, do drop me a message for further details :-) ( preferably chinese girl) To be fair, i think you all should be given a chance to have a look at the photos of the unit before considering it. So here it comes :-

the entrance

the kitchen

the living hall

the view (face highway & SOHO KL)

the room available for rent :)

the shared bathroom with heater

a blow of relieve

2010-07-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

After weeks of sorrows, here comes days of happiness, pride, honors and blessings... I'm finally a bachelor degree holder in law!! Felt so much of relieve now. Anxious feelings piling up for a few days from the day of exam till the day result was released. Words can't describe my feelings that accurately. Only actions will show. Yet, i would like to thanks many people who showed their never ending support and encouragement to me.

To Su Mui :
Thanks for your phone calls, your offer to teach me and guide me and you actually came up on the exam morning to help me revise till i step into the exam hall. Thank you!!!

To Yeelee, Jing & Heong :
Thanks for your calls, sms & other forms of support! Heong still owes me souvenirs from TAIWAN!!! JIng Owes me souvenirs from BEijing & HK!! Thank you!!haha

To the other 9 comrades who marched into the exam hall with me with worries:
Hell yeah.. no more worries man!! We made it through!! All the hard works are all worth it!!

To other coursemates & friends who has showed concern and support to me. You know you're a part of this picture!! Thank you!!!.

To my DAD, MUM & 3 Kaufu :
I never showed my sorrows but it doesn't mean that i'm not sad. I tried to handle my emotions well to show to you that i've grown up so that you all won't worry about me. Somehow, i know you read my mind and you feel sad as well. The moment i know i've passed i really wanted to hug and kiss you but i held back because i'll do so on my convocation day together with my moments on stage. I'm honored to tell you that I MADE YOU PROUD!!
Dad, your sacrifices, care and love adores me.
Mum, your patience and long-breathed words is respected by me.
3 kaufu, your love, your blessings and weak tears touched my heart.

I wouldn't have made it through without you all!! Dreams accumulating, stepping into the society to make my dreams a reality!!

I'm sorry

2010-06-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

Result released but it's not a good news. I've failed 1 paper this time. The unexpected one. Civil Procedure II. When i look at the result, it's really unexpected that i fail this paper. I thought i would have failed Jurisprudence II but never on Civil Procedure II. It was a big heart to inform my parents & family. Among the papers that i've failed before, this is the one that has a higher remark on me. When i informed my uncle, i got so sad & felt so bad that i shed a few drops of tears. It's not because i'm sad that i've failed. It's because i know they have high expectation on me, the first in the family to graduate with a bachelor degree. They're all expecting me to graduate and attend my convocation on time on august. I've been giving them hope telling them that my convo is on 2nd August asking them to be prepared. Out of a sudden i'm like crushing away their hope. I felt so sorry to them.

2010-05-16T06:44:00.003+08:00

It's 6.45am now. I'm half way packing my stuffs.. 5 years in Melaka... I have lots of stuffs!!!! don't think 1 way can finish them. It's the last day i'm gonna look at the sky getting clear from my room. After today i don't think i'll have the chance again. I do agree when people says that human don't appreciate what they have until they're near of losing it. :)

I'm free from exams at the moment!!

2010-05-16T05:57:00.002+08:00

yahooooooooooo... At last, the final paper of the course, Law of Evidence II ended at 12pm today. The moment Ms. Mages announces that we may leave the hall, in my heart i wanted to scream "I'm DONE!!!" badly. The moment when all hugs and wishes each other outside the exam hall makes the heart heavier to leave all these lovely people. Today is fruitful. 24 hours non-stop!! from exam to lunch to shopping to spa to dinner to gathering to clubbing to supper and now to packing and later to TENNIS!!!!
D-2-1, Pangsapuri Bukit Beruang Permai Seksyen 1, 75450 Melaka is the place i've been staying for the past 3 years in Melaka. Having my own sweet personal room is heaven!! I'm packing my stuffs while enjoying the wind blowing into my room at 6am now. It's so wonderful. It's so caressing. It makes me feel so blissful. I'll remember this place. I'll remember all the lovely people. I'll remember those who advised me in a hard way that teach me to be selfish now.
Emo-ing while packing. The moment of hugging those lovely people just now after clubbing makes me wanna cry. The feelings is almost the same for everyone in my class. Seeing the same 130 people everyday in class for the past 4-5 years has eventually become part of practice of my life. Now, having not to see you all, I am not used to it. I'll miss those cranks, pranks, jokes in class. Those stern warning by Mdm. Gita. Those funny guidance from Mr. Ravi. Those cute examples from Ms. Mages. Those chances to amend SOC from Mr. Hafiz. Those 40 seconds till the end of Jurisprudence class from Dr.Myint Zan. Suddenly, i have so much to write but i can't describe my feelings in words. Only the other 130 Epsilon law students can feel how i feel now. Only they understand how sad it is to leave each other. However, i would prefer to meet all of you in person more often than keeping in touch on FB in the near future. Hugsss... Love to all!!!

post Professional Practice II

2010-05-14T02:32:00.003+08:00

MMU ACR 1001 (9am-12pm) 13th May 2010

This is how it looks like after 3 hours of brain damaging statute flipping Professional Practice II paper. A total mess! 15 colourful statutes, my beloved Nike water bottle, my wallet, my Casio watch & my all time supporter pencil case. That's all i need for my 3 hours paper every semester but it's ending soon. I have another paper on this Saturday and i'm gonna stay up till noon the next day to move back to Perak. I have already plans in my mind on how those 2 days gonna be as it's so rush with too many people to meet and things to do.

Something to share with you all. If you see me emo due to hunger. There's 1 thing that makes me alive back.... it's *CHipsmore Hazelnut!* hehehhhe.... Did i tell you all before that i'm a fanatic of nuts be it hazelnut, almond nut, pistachio nut, ground nuts or even cashew nuts....especially chocolates with hazelnuts. It's LOVE!!!! heheheh.... I have the habit of going to the nearest minimart, buy a packet of mini hazelnut chipsmore, keep it in my bag and sneak it into the class or library. That's why my handbag is always BIG and HEAVY. I'll show you next what i always have with me in my handbags. They're all essentials!! So, don't say i keep rubbish.. hahhahaha

nyek nyek..... my hazelnut CHIPSMORE~

2010-05-13T00:10:00.002+08:00

I mentioned in the post before this about tagging statutes for Professional Practice II subject. Let you see the amount of statutes, the colours of the statutes & the messy tagging along... YOu'll cry when u see PP!!! 1 have altogether 15 statutes to bring into the exam hall tomorrow~ and I only have 3 hours to flip through all these bloody statutes to answer 4 bloody questions. zzzzzzzzz..... pengsan..

pre-Professional Practice II syndrome

2010-05-12T21:21:00.006+08:00

oaha.. just got back home... tired, sticky, hot.... a mixture of everything. I'm so eager to move home now until i called my uncle twice today to confirm that he's coming to pick me up. hehehe.... I'm sure a lot of you heard about Tzu-Chi Charity Foundation especially those who have been staying in Melaka for long. Today i went to explore the place with Michelle. We were supposed to study there after listening to many comments saying that the place is peaceful and good for concentration if we wanna study. Overall, the place is nice. Well decorated, peaceful music and environment but there are a few things that i'm not satisfied. 1) not enough lighting with it's yellow lights 2) too much of rules according to miss hamano (leg cannot put up the chair) 3) only 4 tables are allocated for studying and every person must order a drink for you to study there whole day long... siennnzzzz... we all leg long not comfortable la. hahaha. We've been studying at various places in these few days. We went to McD Melaka Mall, McD Ayer KEroh, MMU 24hours operation room, Tzu-Chi Charity Association, her room in Melaka & Law Library. Not bad.. hahaha......
By the way, we're cracking our tiny brain for Professional Practice II paper tomorrow at 9am. So much of statutes allowed in the exam hall. I really need a supermarket basket tomorrow if a trolley is not available. 3 hours of flipping and copying sections in statutes tomorrow.

my new graphic tee from Brands Outlet.. I wanna go Paris 1 day~

Tzu-Chi Charity Association

We had dinner at Garden Recipe, new JJ Melaka. They serve healthy organic dishes :-)

McD Ayer Keroh 1 night

McD Melaka Mall another night

counting to another 4 days before leaving Melaka

2010-05-12T13:04:00.002+08:00

Thinking of leaving Melaka may give me a sense of excitement at the beginning but now it's balanced with the feeling of a big heart to leave. hahhaa. but i'm not gonna write on my feelings today. I'm gonna let you see how i spent my lovely 2 days with the same person who almost share the same interest with me. After knowing her for almost 5 years, we become close NOW in this FINAL SEMESTER. hahahhaa... It's funny tho, that's the reason why i say, for whatever may happen it's time that drags it to you. This has proven to be true. I went for my first karaoke session that i really take up the microphone and SING my heart out without having the embarrassing feeling with her last 2 nights. hahahaha..... I feel comfortable because i don't know how to sing perfectly so do she, i don't know how to sing chinese song so do she that's why we choose only malay, indon and english songs and we are the type which can be so random and crazy till we will do something immediately when it pops up in our mind. We went for dinner at the new Melaka JJ and then we went walking around looking for sunglasses, shirts and pen until we realize it's time for people to close shop so we leave. Our initial plan was to walk around the Melaka River, Eye of Melaka to take some photos because she has a pro camera and we like to take photos but it's true that Melaka town is dead during weekdays. We went to these 2 places but it's too quiet until we feel insecure. That's when we left and we wanted to watch a movie at GSC, whatever movie that we can get a ticket at that time. Adding up to our sadness, the counter has closed at 10.40pm. We left again, sitting inside her car, thinking what to do, where to go. Take note that we plan to have fun and relax therefore, we don't plan to go home that early. hahahaha... After much exchanging of plans, she said Pool and karaoke. I'm like ok let's KARAOKE then!! hahahahaa... Pool is expensive in Melaka now ever since the most cheap place in town, SENYUM has closed up. after the conversation, i realize that i don't have much night activities in MELAKA!! DAMN IT!! PAthethic!! hahahahha...
Ok and i'm going out to have lunch with that same-interest-as-mines lady and we're gonna do name STICKER!!! hahahaha.. sounds childish?? but i just have fond towards stickers. You'll realize is when u see my laptop, my mp4, my hp... it's all with stickers... I think they're LOVELY~ TAta

It's FRUIT detox half-day!!

2010-05-09T13:38:00.003+08:00

It's my fruit detox half-day.. means it's only fruits for first half of the day. Due to insufficient fruits at home i can only do it for half a day.. tada...

WATERMELOn.... cooling :P

exactly 1 week till i'm leaving this place

2010-05-08T13:12:00.002+08:00

phewwwww..... another paper flying away.. *shooo shooooooo* please don't come back again.. There's 3 more coming up. Wish i have the concentration and memory to save my butt away from those failures and supplementary papers... I don't normally think negatively but i know when i am near to it.

Another day of no conversation, no hi. You pretend not to see me, i pretend not to see you. It's that simple because i don't know what is wrong and i don't know what is the reason you're turning your ass to me. Well, it happens regularly, i should be used to it but i don't want to end my university life like this especially i consider you as 1 of my few close friends here in MMU. I can tolerate with what you did behind me in those days because i see you've changed to a better person from who i know at the beginning when u came to MMU. Well, if you judge your action as correct, i have no say at least let me have a trial before execution.

2010-05-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

I'm always confident about my capability to achieve something. When i think that i can do it, i can do it. No matter how hard it's gonna be, how tough the road will be for me i will still succeed because i am the type of person who wants success in everything i LIKE to do. Unless it's something i don't like to do but this time i don't have my confidence at all. If i think that i'll fail, most probably i'll fail because i know my standard. I don't like to be a hypocrite. I don't like to tell people that i haven't study in fact i'm swallowing the book secretly. I don't like to tell people i don't know how to answer in fact i wrote more than 1 booklet and have at least average result. I don't like to take from people and not giving them back because my principle is if you share I'm willing to share. If i think that you're bloody damn selfish, thinking of taking from me only please FUCK OFF. Thank you.

By the way, if you think that you're not in the mood to talk to people, please just tell people politely that you're not in the mood. If you're being nasty to me, don't hope that i'll be gentle to you. Sekian, terima kasih. Saya boleh jadi as bitchy or more bitchy than you. I can turn my face black on you too. I can be numb and not talking to you for days too. I can see you but buat macam tak kenal you in public. But if i like you, i'll be nice to you because you're worth my good conducts :-) Jangan ingat you macam puteri, jika engkau puteri aku permaisuri :-)

am i able to pull it through safely???

2010-05-07T16:58:00.003+08:00

The concern today goes to the most brain damaging paper of the semester which is JURISPRUDENCE II. It's different from other subjects because in Jurisprudence, we are required to understand what the philosophers ideas, link it to the question, argue your way out from the philosopher's point of view. The question now. CAN I COME UP WITH MY OWN IDEA AND CREATE MY OWN ARGUMENT??? the answer is NO because the lecturer doesn't want our PERSONAL opinion. He only wants the linkage between the Philosopher's opinion to the question. I know this since i took up these bloody subjects; Public International Law & Jurisprudence but i have no bloody choice to drop those subjects because they're university subjects.

For another time, i feel like i am under the situation of my Law of Evidence I paper whereby i failed in the final exam and i had to take supplementary paper but MMU has abolished supplementary system and it's replaced by re-sit examination (only can take in the final examination week of the following semester). However, for final semester students, we shall have the privilege to take the special examination if you ever fail during final exam. *touch wood* i don't want any of these privilege because i want to end it clean and clear at the first attempt which is the final examination now. It's not that i didn't study, in fact I DID!!! Somehow, i can't apply whatever i studied into the paper today. I can't come out with my argument and i fail to connect my statements to the philosophers ideas. I got blank for so long when i read the question. I am not comfortable with my seating in this room because i cannot stand air cond blowing near me (too cold) and i cannot stand a place to answer my paper without sufficient lighting(the lights are behind me so my body was blocking the lights). My normal sitting posture when i answer the exam is like this:-

But today i had so many posture. Legs down crossed. Legs up straight but i still feel uncomfortable. and i pantang having period during important dates such as during examinations and tournaments. Potong my mood. *cis....*

I admit my memory sucks when you ask me to memorize but if you ever give me a random topic, i can write and write and write and write. Don't constrain my answer within the scope of what you want then i'll be able to show you my ability to write and answer questions. I think that's the difference between chinese educated students and BM or English educated students. Chinese educated students have the ability to memorize and throw out whatever they memorized without a single missing word but on the other hand, English or BM educated students find it real hard.

Memorizing isn't really my cup of tea. That's why i have difficulties scoring in exam all the time but after all, what i want is just to pass my exams, attend my convocation on 2nd August 2010, leave MMU and work somewhere else.

2010-04-27T02:47:00.002+08:00

If you're not fucking doing your job please don't expect me to be tolerate to you!! When you agree to take up a responsibility as a leader, you at one hand has the right to distribute your work to your down-line equally and follow up with them and on the other hand you are required to fucking report to me in DETAILS!! Bare in mind, it's IN DETAILED!! If you think that taking the excuse of "I'm not experienced or I've never done this before" may pardon you for life, let me tell you that it's not a fucking excuse in front of me because HUMAN IS required to LEARN new things and ASK if you are not familiar with it! If your work is not COMPLETE please DON"T fucking send me something for the sake of you're needed to send me because i will definitely REJECT it back to you!! If you can't do it on time please don't fucking set the TIME because if you do you are required to hit the time line!
If you think you've selected a wrong leader, i can only say i'm sorry YOU'VE MADE A FUCKING MISTAKE because i DO whatever i THINK COrrect and i only receive comments with an open heart from CERTAIN PEOPLE who i lay my TRUST ON! If you are a Mr.Nice Man don't become a BITCH and watch people fight there, meanwhile you're smiling behind whereas you know what's the reason behind all these fighting, Don't think that 'I Don't know' will show that you're a good guy, it will only bring the BITCHY side of you out because you fucking like to pretend that you don't know anything.
I will decide where and when we are going for a group dinner/lunch@ FArewell Lunch/dinner because i am the one appointed to REWARD those NEEDED and not to spend money blindly although it's given by the university! I don't name it APPRECIATION dinner because there's nothing to be appreciated when We have done nothing at all to be appreciated! It's a trend to have a feast but to me it is not a TREND! I only REWARD those who are WORTH, those who have HELPED and those who have not BERKIRA WITH ME! If you've done the opposite of the 3 norm above, please fucking shut up and just receive what i GIVE YOU because it's out of courtesy you are receiving a FREE lunch/dinner. Don't comment because you don't have the right to comment as you've lost your PRIDE & DIGNITY from the moment i know you have fucking telan money when you were holding the highest post!
If i let you decide what's right, i'll give myself inconvenience because i am planning my schedule. I do not lead like a TYRANT, I let you choose & i let you voice out your opinion but i am not bound to obey what you suggest and i will not follow you if it will cause my inconvenience. I mentioned I'll set a date whereby EVERYONE can attend, even if i'm gonna postpone it till next semester i will still fucking organize it only when EVERYONE can attend!

2010-04-25T02:50:00.003+08:00

Shopping is the best easement towards boredom and stressful life. Don't you agree so?? 5 years in MMU has given me a good practice of buying things. hahaha.. During ALpha @ foundation year, i have this love towards bags especially handbags. That's when i have to buy a big box with roller legs to accommodate my lovely handbags. IN Beta @ first year of degree, i got attracted by shoes particularly HEELS, TENNIS SHOES, SANDALS. I can buy 3 pairs in 1 shot whenever i go shopping if there's SALES!! that's when my shoe boxes starts to pile up when i stayed at IXORA Apartment. hahaha.. Later on, my interest jumped to makeups but i think it's a waste of money to me because i'm a lazy person who is not willing to wake up earlier so that i can apply makeup before attending classes or going out with friends. It is also because i'm EXTREMELY reluctant to remove my makeup when i get home late at night but i still have to.. In my Gamma year, my shopping list never ends with food!!! That's when i'm so hardworking to cook when i first moved in to BBP @ PErmai Apartment. hahahha... I'll stock up the fridge, my room and the kitchen cabinet with snacks and anything that is handy to me when i'm hungry late at night :-) Delta year i started investing on PERFUMES and Facial Care... *hmmmm........* who doesn't like to smell nice, appear fresh early in the morning at class?? That's when i started to buy so called quality facial care; Estee lauder, SKII, Biotherm but not all suits my skin and i'm grateful that i found CLINIQUE that really shows result. :) and lastly my EPSILON year@final year in MMU, i'm into small, cute, lovely, girlish stuffs. hehehe... i buy floral prints tops, dresses, cute keychains & etc...
So far the only thing that i failed to achieve in MMU is to get FAIRER because i'm actually getting DARKER year by year!!!! thanks to TENNIS but i LOVE it :P

SUNDAEEEE

2010-04-18T10:55:00.002+08:00

It's SUNDAY today.. weeeeeee.. I always love weekends especially Fri and Saturday and half of SUNDAY (probably because the other half of the day you gotta prepare for the coming weekday). It rained heavily last night at Melaka. *feels like heaven* Who doesn't like rainy days at night when you're sleeping??? Orang bodoh saja yang tak suka. hahaha... Kan best tidur in this cooling weather especially when you're residing in Melaka (quoting CaRol, Melaka is the hottest place on Earth and i angkat tangan angkat kaki AGREE!!!) hahaha...

My friends have been asking me all along lately..

Friends : "Adeline, you ok ar?? Putus cinta ka?? Stress ka??"

Me : *in my head... wtf... wat putus cinta?? sudah lama putus la bodoh... *
No ar.. I'm okay wut... stress ada la... siapa yang tak ada stress?? apahal tanya macam ni??

Friends : Everytime i see you, you get thinner. You on diet ke apa?? Sudah kurus ini macam mau diet lagi ka?? Angin tiup lu sudah terbang la..

Me : Oi bang... wa tarak diet la bodoh... wa makan pehhh... makan banyak lagi tau... lepas makan gua rasa nak tidur.. sepatutnya gemuk... tapi gua pun rasa gua sudah kurus la..

Friends : You better go see doctor. Nanti ada cacing dalam perut.. or go to the pharmacy beli those ubat cacing and makan.. Lu macam orang sakit saja.

Me : Yeah la... banyak sangat la cacing tuu.... hahahhaha...

Seriously, i think i'm getting thinner. People, please don't misunderstood what i mean here. I don't mean to make you all jealous or anything as i know there are girls who always try their ways to get thinner but in my situation probably it's because i don't know what to eat and where to eat. Come to think about it, i used to eat at least 2 healthy meals a day@ lunch and dinner. Here in Melaka i'll usually squeeze them into 1 heavy dinner or 1 heavy lunch + 1 dinner depending on my appetite and the people who eats with me. It's hard to go out for meals especially when I don't have a car my own. Even though when i have my dad's car down once in a while, i find it hard to get food. Balik balik tempat yang sama. Either MMU CORNER or PASAR BORONG or NEWTON. Boring laaaaa... i guess i'll be healthier and i'll gain more weight when i'm back at home under my mum's supervision and care. hahahha.... *stuff myself with her delicious food every day* Bake when i'm free and force my uncle to try.. hahahaha.. He's just supportive :P

my day isn't complete without doing these

2010-04-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

It has been a norm for me to do certain things everyday. Not to mention bathing, brushing teeth & all that la... I realize lately that the first thing i do when i wake up is not going to the washroom to clean my face & brush my teeth but it is to switch on my laptop & check on certain pages. hahahha.. now i know i have this habit. :P Normally, i'll check my e-mail first, and then my facebook updates and after that friends blog updates. Although i seldom update my blog, i do check on other people's blog updates from time to time especially those featured in my connection list found in my blog page . :-)

It's Saturday and i'm feeling bored and exhausted. Surprisingly i went to a 10am guest lecture class today even though i had difficulties sleeping the night before. Insomnia kicking into my life again and it's AWEFUL!!! It's not the worse to come. Tragic i would say from what i encountered the day before yesterday. Rolled on the bed from 12-3am, find it super warm in my room, therefore i changed my sleeping position 180 degree; head on the normal feet position to get more fan. I think i managed to fall asleep an hour or so later. That's when my horror comes. 3 different bad dreams.

The first one sounds like this. It's my convocation & surprisingly my brother's gf having her convocation at the same time, at the same university, wearing the same robe as mines. My parents & uncle are there. Waited for bro to come so that we can take photos together. There's a mysterious guy there also, seems to be very close to us but i couldn't identify who it is exactly. I was expecting a bouquet of flowers from my bro while waiting for him as my parents tell me that they asked my bro to do so when he comes. Soon after my bro reach, but he only has 1 bouquet of white lily (MY FAVOURITE!!) in his arms. I thought it was for me so i was smiling happily waiting for him to give me. SUCH A GREAT BRO HE IS!!!! He gave it to his gf instead of me!! He didn't do as what instructed by my parents beforehand cause he forgot my bouquet!!! I really hate him at that moment!! It's partially because he forgot that it's his sis convo! Another half is because his gf was holding another big bouquet together with presents yet i have NOTHING!!! KEMARAHAN & KESEDIHAN TAHAP MAKSIMUM at that moment!!! & his gf was showing off in front of me with those flowers & presents... lagi membakar!! In the end, i was speechless, i didn't even take photos with my family & i went off. Back home until dinner time i didn't speak a single word to anyone of them. *very obvious when i'm sad or angry with my family i'll either choose to be dumb or i'll choose to SCOLD out LOUD* then my 3 kaufu come to talk to me, i still don't want to speak a single word and i'm able to cry only. I was so sad that nobody remember the significance of such an important date. It's like treating me like a stranger or my position was nowhere at home comparing to his gf.. INI MEMANG NAK KENA SEPAK!!!!

(I woke up look at the clock- 8 bloody AM, feel so lethargic & i closed my eyes again)

Second dream comes. I dreamt of my current residence at Melaka. I woke up, came out from my room saw A cleaning up the whole house, the whole house electricity was switched off and plug was unplug from the electricity point. It includes my own personal minibar, the internet modem and the shared fridge in the kitchen. I quickly open my minibar and found out that the food inside has spoil and smell like rotten food!!! I was freaking angry and asked 'Why did you switch off and unplug all the current when there's still people staying here?? Don't you have anything else better to do??' A kept quiet only.

(I may sound sarcastic but do the needed thing at the needed time!!!)

I forgot my 3rd freaking bad dream... As much dreams that i had came across all these while, these 2 are the only that i can remember so clearly until i can type out every detail of it today. The details of the dream may not sound that bad to any other person who reads it but to me it's bad enough from what i expect from these people and what i do not like in these people. I may not be a perfectionist but i want the best in everything i handle which may causes me unwanted and unidentified stress (screw exams okay.. i have no talent in memorizing and studying)

Le Prestige 2010 @ MMU LAW NIGHT

2010-03-28T15:19:00.003+08:00

Alright, fantasy is over.. it's now back to reality... back with PP II, assignments, redeem ownselves midterm , MMU OPEN, "CHENG MENG", FINAL EXAM soon..... Please don't remind me of all these, i'm choosing the road of procrastination. hehehhe..
That's the first & the only law night that i attended in my 5 years journey in MMU. Being a law student, especially a FINAL YEAR @ FINAL SEM law student, tonight is the night you're gonna shine!!! Everyone busy booking places for make up & hair do weeks earlier. Leaving house to prepare for the night as early as possible but i chose to have my make up & hairdo at 5pm because if i do my makeup too early, it's all gone by the night goes. Dress fits nicely onto the body, makeup done perfectly well as what i suggested to the makeup artists unfortunately, the hairdo is the only thing that i'm not satisfied with. :( Wear the killing heels & off we went to EQUATORIAL HOTEL, MELAKA to glam up the night. As usual, VIPs are always late, we were all in starvation level at 9pm. As soon as emcee, Douglas Lim announces dinner is served, for 5 seconds we thought it was a joke because he's known as a comedian too. Seeing people standing up moving towards the buffet line makes us feel even more reluctant to go... TOO CROWDED!!!! how are you gonna squeeze yourself into the line when everyone has been queuing up for so long?? I feel bad unless the person behind me allows me to do so :) Law night ends around 12am & we're hyped up for the next round & off we went to party!!! THE CUBE & PURE BAR.. I'll definitely give a big CROSS "XXXXX" to THE CUBE.. No more second time man.... PURE is always the best place in town despite the small place with too much of a crowd. We went to the first floor of Pure Bar enjoying the LIVE BAND from the Filipinos with my all time favorite cocktail; BLUE MARGARITA ;-) That's not the end of the night yet!! hahaha... we went for supper when Pure Bar closes at 2.30AM. After supper, i went for my 2nd round of drinking with my thani partners; JERAH, SHANGKAR, DAN, NANTHA & NICO....... It's Awesome man... it's been a long long long time since i had so much programs & fun in 1 night :) Where else can i find all these if not MMU LAW Group of 2010!!!!!

My make up artist & I

We did our makeup at Ambridge Cottage, Melaka Raya.

ROzza & Carol.... Ratu Vocal LAW MMU CLass 2010
they performed "STANDING IN THE EYES OF THE WORLD" & another song (lupa apa nama) :)

and FINALLY.... the group of 130 students of MMU LAW GRADUATES class of 2010!!!!

Weekends not any better than weekdays

2010-03-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

work for this week:-

PP tutorial work - CHECKED
CLUB souvenir - PENDING
MMU OPEN updates - CHECKED
CIVIL Procedure II revision - PENDING
Soft skill test - CHecked & DONE
MIDTERMS - CHECKED

Seems like the more important works are still pending to completion yet i'm busy pampering myself with manicure. hahahhaa... it's okay la.. Weekends in Melaka doesn't contribute much. This is how i spend my lovely weekend :)

2010-03-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

A sudden urge to voice out what i've been thinking about lately. How post-graduation gonna be?? I've always wanted to graduate and leave this place as early as i could but i've never thought of what my next step would be. Definitely not studying anymore for the mean time. If not studying it must be working or else how am i gonna survive??
My DREAM FUTURE LIFE would be as follows:-

able to buy a house with a large garden or renovate my current house at Kampar to accommodate my Dad, Mum, 3 single kaufus' & ah yee (ignore brothers coz they'll have their own family later on) ngekngekngekngekk... the house must have a garden for my uncle's bonsai, mum's aloevera, sunflower, herbs, orchids. Next to it i wish to have a hammock with spotlight on top for dad to read his newspaper every day & night. Next to the garden, will be a small fishpond with those reflexology stones for my 3 kaufu to walk on every day. The kitchen must be BIG BIG BIG & SPACIOUS enough for my mum & aunty to cook delicious meals for us. hehehehe....
my own unit of condo or house with a spacious kitchen & bedroom. (ohh.. i don't want it big or else it takes me a long time to clean the whole house especially kitchen & bathroom) I want a build-in shoe wardrobe with lots of petak (each one for a pair of my shoes@heels@boots@sandals etc etc etc). A room connected to my bedroom for my clothes only (1 side for my working attire, another side for dinner dresses, another side for casual tops, jeans, shorts, skirts, 1 corner for my sports outfit). 1 corner of my bedroom with sufficient natural day lights for my OI LENG corner (skincare & makeup time). 1 or 2 extra rooms for my family & friends visiting.
able to go for holiday with family once a year. (enough to burn a hole in my pocket as in my family includes my mum, dad, and/or 3 single uncle & aunty) brother settle sendiri, SOWEEE!! hahhahhaahha...
once a year vacation for my OWNSELF... time for myself only... don't kacau-kacau.
gathering with my childhood friends every few months to catch-up. i DON"T WANT once a year CNY gathering only. i want MORE.
gathering with my tennis people, law course mates, shopping buddies, holiday honeys every there and then. heheheh..

Everything that i want above requires me to have a high salary every month or a rich husband. So HOW la weiiiii?????

2010-03-20T16:53:00.001+08:00

I'm changing my blog skin sooon soon soonnnnnnnnnn............. bored of this skin... it's gonna make a come back

N97 post

2010-03-15T18:58:00.003+08:00

first time blogging with my N97 while attending a boring jurisprudence II leCTURE. FEEL kINdA HIGHTECH HAJHA, APArt fROM THE SMALL BUTTON WHICH MAKES IT HARD TO TYPE A FULL POST NICELY, OTHERS ARE FUNCTIONING WELL LIKE MY LAPTOP :-)

post midterm break is HORRIBLE

2010-03-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

HORRIBLE is the only word to describe my coming 1 week or maybe 2 weeks.

MONDAY - 1 midterm paper + 1 assignment due

Wednesday - 1 midterm paper + 180 questionnaires. (the worst part is both clashes time!!!)

FRIDAY - 1 RE-EXAM of our HORRIBLE paper....

how good can this week be???

2010-03-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

When i failed to sleep soundly last night, i went on to log into my facebook account but it's too 'early', therefore not much of updates available. Soon after that whenidon'tknowhow out of a sudden i am into a news of Belinda Chee got married last year. Out of curiosity to know this lass better, i googled on her profile & found out that she's a fun, out-going & adventurous girl but well, that's not my concern because all these while i never know anything about her until i saw her 1 day on 8tv Quickie asking myself 'who the hell is she?? haven't seen her on shows before but how come out of a sudden she's so famous??" (well, maybe i've been less contact with tv since i'm back in Melaka).
What catch my interest is her wedding montage & videos on her wedding reception both in Kuching & KL. What i can say is she really made it up well. Every moments from pre-wedding shoot up till wedding reception at hotels, it's all so well prepared. What i can see is it's all as casual as possible, as convenient as possible to all the guests. Her gowns are courtesy from Carven Ong & i'm in love with her hairstyle; as much as i always say SIMPLE & ELEGANT is BEAUTIFUL & CLASSY.
Well, next time when i'm getting married, i'll definitely has her wedding as an example :)

XING nian lai LOOOOOOOO~~!!!

2010-02-11T13:25:00.003+08:00

CNY CNY CNY CNY!!!! Woooooohhhooooooooooooooooooo............. it's CNY time again...

saliva dropping thinking of the kuih kapit, 'kok chai', friend 'nga ku', mum's dumpling & mee suah, tong shui & etc etc............ i'll be back at Kampar tomorrow!!! yes.. tomorrow....can't wait for family reunion, buddies reunion & childhood friend's wedding!!!!

*excited excited*

1 year almost past

2009-12-24T04:13:00.003+08:00

It's approximately 1 week to the end of Year 2009. So much things happened in this year but when i try to recall back, i don't seem to remember so much of every details of it. Things happened and passed quickly and later on you won't remember it that it actually happened anymore. If it happens on unhappy situations, it would be better off in such a way.
Forget = Lesser bitter memories
Year 2010 coming soon but this time there's no such eagerness to welcome the new year comparing to previous years. I don't know why but it seems like when you're alone celebrating all these festive season, you'll feel that it's nothing so special anymore. Festive seasons brings special meaning & story behind it. Celebrating it shows appreciation to its significance. Winter Solstice this year is in Melaka again. It's disappointing when I can't celebrate this festival with my family. The significance of this festival is the meaning of 'tuan yuan' or togetherness with everyone in the family. Many people thought chinese students from Sekolah Kebangsaan don't know how to appreciate Chinese history but I love all these. I'm a banana who can't read and write chinese but so what as long as i know, i belief & i appreciate all these chinese culture.
New Year resolution was never fully fulfilled by me. hahaha... That's why i don't have any new year resolution for this coming year 2010. Just go with the flow and complete whatever mission given at anytime. However for this new year 2010, i hope everyone in my family will stay healthy always and the person who needs to grow up will actually grow up mentally when he step into another face of life(you know who you are, boy) :-)
Tomorrow is another boring day in Melaka. Can't go KL as it's gonna be a massive traffic jam. So, what's your suggestion on a Christmas Eve??

the end of November 2009

2009-11-30T23:43:00.004+08:00

YOU seems to appear in my life on and off when i least expect. You can leave as you wish without caring about how i feel. Your recent departure did not leave any greater impact than the one before. THanks :) From that, i know what exactly i want in my another half & how i should be to protect my own self.. Your sudden appearance today gives me a warmth feeling but this time i could differentiate it well. I can survive no matter who comes in & out of my life because I believe that I have the best with me every moment. :)

I'm BACKKK!!!

2009-11-16T14:57:00.004+08:00

aha... after so long.. I'm back at last!!

Just got back from Port Dickson for a lovely 4 days tennis tournament trip @ cuti-cuti Malaysia. haha.. I came back with nice mood, great feel but it changes as soon as i step foot into my campus in Melaka. Gosh, i wish i'm still in PD relaxing by the beach, walking around barefoot, online using Wifi at Yatch Club. I'm gonna make a trip there again for a getaway weekend!! who wanna join me??

Saturday getaway to MIdvalley..

2009-08-25T16:11:00.003+08:00

Very few photos were taken so please do the coordination with the previous post on what happened :)

At Seremban KTM

2 gayish pinkish man caught in the fitting room~*

me with 'I WANNA BE MODEL 3 finalist' SHIR & Joevene

my Reebok sports top :)

*jeng jeng jeng deng*~ my lovely DKNY BE DELICIOUS ;-)

wuhoooo................. Tired but delighted as i always do :-)

2009-08-23T01:31:00.004+08:00

A fruitful day i would say. A day spent visiting every shops that i want to in Midvalley looking for things that i want. My wish list today was supposed to consists of a sports top and a pair of shoe or a bag. Well, the sports top was found but not the shoe & the bag. Somehow, those available are not what i'm looking for. Left Melaka in the morning with a still sleepy mind to Seremban and sat in the KTM for 1 hour to reach Midvalley. The worse part is the air-cond was damn freaking cold and it makes me even more sleepy but when it announces that the next stop is Midvalley, semangat berkobar-kobar untuk bangun bersiap sedia untuk SHOPPING. waahahhaha.....
Half way while waiting for our Ms. Lai & Mr. Vooi who went to pinjam toilet, me, Adrian & CW saw an emcee with 4 lengzhais & 4 lengluis promoting DKNY Be Delicious so we also kepo go tengok tengok la.. sampai only we know they're playing game & the winner will walk away with their Limited Edition Be Delicious.The 4 lengzhais & 4 lengluis are 'I WANNA BE MODEL season 3' finalists. Since not much people there, I also syok syok go join the fun lo.. The game works like this, the emcee picked 2 girls & 2 guys from the audience. the 8 finalists are paired into 4 pairs with 1 girl & 1 guy. Each pair will demonstrate catwalk & after that each of the 4 participants will have to take part in 1 round of the catwalk with either the guy or the girl (if the participant is a guy, he'll walk with a girl finalist). I'm the last 1 lo but i get to walk with a handsome guy so tak kisah la.. hahahah... After that round of catwalk, each pair of the finalists were required to take a photo with the participant that they walked with. By the end, only 1 winner were announced.. * jeng jeng jeng* terima kasih banyak-banyak... i was the 1 walked away with a 50ml Limited Edition Be Delicious & a miniature Be Delicious for FREE~* hehehhee... bukan main syok.. can jalan catwalk with a lengzhai, took photo with 8 of the finalists & win a free perfume worth RM250 leh... tak kisah la if people say i Syok Sendiri asalkan i'm happy. hahaha.....
After that, i'm even more semangat to buy things. hahahha.........We all pakai jalan & masuk any shops that we like only. After that, we went to The Gardens masuk The Robinson & while CW trying out a SIFS pants, I also tengok tengok benda lain lo. I was attracted by a white shirt. My first intention was to buy it for my uncle since his b'day is on the 31st August but tinggal size M. If he tak ngam then i can give it to my beloved bf lo but my bf sibeh thin i think he also tak ngam 1 la. So last option is to give my elder brother. hahaha.... Before buying i asked CW helped me try, sekali try he turned out looking like a 'PAI KA ZHAI'. hahahhaa.......* too bad we forgot to take picture*
There were too much laughter & joy that we shared today. I'm looking forward to our next trip to somewhere else. :-)
*#~@# Photos will be posted soon. GOOD NIGHT MalaYSiA~!

please hear my prayers..

2009-08-13T18:21:00.003+08:00

God, please hear my prayers.. I'm seriously worried about him. Please tell me it's not H1N1 on him. Please grant him a speedy recovery...

KAmPAR here i COME!!!!

2009-07-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

weeee.... midterm break for 1 week gonna start this weekend. However, for University students like me & YOU, we don't get to ENJOY our midterm break bEcause Midterm break is for us to STuDY for our midterm papers after the break and for us to COMPLETE our assignment partially if not fully during the BREAK.. 1 word to describe = PATHETIC!! Friends & family including my extended family members who would like to do some charity work by keeping me accompany during my 1 week midterm break, please let me know earlier... Maklumlah balik rumah kena jaga kedai hari-hari.. only after dinner time available for yamcha so in order for me to have ample time to catch up with each & everyone of you, i must allocate at least 2 hours yumcha for 1 group lo.. wahahhaha... FYI, i'll be at kampar from 31st JULY or 1st AUGUST till 7th or 8th AUGUST 2009. See you guys there~!!!

Kena Sepak like a ball to here & there....

2009-07-24T18:55:00.003+08:00

BENCI!!!!
Jadi Principal macam ini ka?? ask me to call back at 6pm tapi tak jawab telefon.. gua SMS tapi ask me to IDENTIFY myself, sudah identify myself tarak reply me liao... apa itu oh?!!! KNS~
This is not a merry-go-round game LA!!!!! I need to settle this ASAP la sir... tolong la.. ADUHH... Pening..

just came back from hometown

2009-07-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

1) My heart aches whenever i hear his tears. My heart aches whenever i listen to his sorrows. Bruises on my body reflects a cut in his heart. His tears showed to me how much the incident tore his heart apart. He loves us, care for us as much as he could. Perhaps his way was too hard but I still loves him till my last breathe.

2) Almost 17 years of sibling hood yet i fail to show him the correct route. Maybe it's too late to try now but i still regret that i gave up easily. Perhaps that's the best way available even though i try not to accept the truth.. I hope he can be a better person, know his aim in life & work it out...

being a sis cum mum cum teacher AINT'T EASY!!!

2009-07-02T13:41:00.003+08:00

Now i know the burden and the stressfulness one have to take care of a "BIG BABY". It's only the 3rd day he's here with me, yet i start to face difficulties handling him. It is hard to change his perception towards life now but i really hope that it works on him.
A Form 5 student having a mind of a Form 1 student. GOSH.... Imagine what i am going through now.. My life for the next 4 months will be full with embarrassment. ALL THANKS TO HIM unless he's willing to tolerate and treat me better in front of my friends. My embarrassment is not because of his look or his academic result but it is due to his rude manner to me, refuse to listen to my point of view or advice which he has some misconception in and also his attitude to me & to himself. This is REAL SAD but no ones pity me including him because he thinks that i sendiri cari pasal for bringing him with me back to Melaka whereas i can live my life happily as what i used to do before this.
His turning point starts here in Melaka, here with me.. Explaining over and over again on the same topic but it seems to be useless on his brain. Whether he understands and refuse to do it or he doesn't understand at all. I don't know. I only know that hiding away from the reality is not the way to handle or settle a problem.. It will still exist until it is diminished and it will pops up once in a while to make you suffer.
What can you do if you don't study? What work can you do? Who is willing to teach you if you don't show your enthusiasm to change yourself? Where can you find a work? How long are you going to work? All these question links between each another. You don't have the minimum requirement of SPM, you can't go to UNI or COllege. Even ah beng or ah lian who does clerk job needs SPM qualification now!!! Please la.. Don't talk about throwing rubbish or working for Indah Water to clean the sewage tank at our house 1 la.. Even if you want to become a mechanic, you need to learn the skill, you need someone to accept you in order to teach you but before that, think of how long do you want to work like that?? WHOLE LIFE?? 10 years?? after 10 years how? We must have plan and we will work to achieve the target in the plan. It shouldn't be the opposite way or nor should it be working just for you to eat and smoke daily.
I never intimidate him. He is a smart boy but his laziness is killing him. My plan is to change him into a normal human having a normal biological clock and have a life! His life is pathetic & LIFELSS!! sleep at 2am wake up at 2pm. WTH!!! think of something to do. study, exercise, do homework.. All these are better than SLEEP 12 hours a day daily!! The more you sleep, the more you'll feel tired and the more you will be lazy. That's when you will turn into a useless person.
I pray that he will read this and understand my perception, understand why he needs to change his life because his future starts now!here!
I love him all the while. 17 years of siblinghood will be stronger if he's willing to give in and work together with me for his brighter future. I believe our bond will be tighter in the end because we walk through these few months together during the ups and down..

21st June 2009- Father's Day

2009-06-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

We don't celebrate Father's Day but he knows that deep inside our heart, everyday is Father's Day & he knows that I love Him more than any other man in my life for what he has done for me for the past 21 years..
Daddy, Happy Father's DAY!!! I Love YOU!!!

M.i.s.s.U

2009-05-30T03:43:00.001+08:00

i miss my DADDY, MUMMY, 3 KAUFU!!!!! I miss You too.... gotta study... phewww.... Happynya.. paper at 9am on a wonderful SATURDAY~

it's killing me.....

2009-05-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

i'm not feeling well for the past 3 days... wake up feeling rather lethargic even though i had rested for more than 8 hours. Somehow my biological clock isn't functioning well.. can't sleep at night although my eyes feel like shutting down, my body feels like falling down but the brain just don't wanna give it's way.. DUHHH.............. IT's KILLING ME soon!!

Au Revoire`~#*

2009-05-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

We had sweet memories together;
Although it is only for 1 year;
But we'll never forget that we stood by each other towards the hard or good times together holding each others hand near to our heart;
And we'll continue to stand by each other when either one is in need of support & encouragement;
Without being a total stranger to each other;
For that's our agreement to end it nicely, neatly, tidily..

~ "Goodbye doesn’t mean forever
Goodbye doesn’t mean
We’ll never be together again".`~
Au Revoire (Goodbye in French)

KAMPAR a DISTRICT??

2009-05-22T13:45:00.002+08:00

despite being disappointed from the paper this morning which i still feel DuMb now for doing such a mistake after so many final exams in MMU, i feel PROUD once again that I'm raised up in a newly declared DISTRICT KAMPAR.... hmm... you might feel that it's nothing to be proud of but when you've domiciled in a place for so long that to you no other place is better than there you'll feel GREAT hearing this news ---> SULTAN of PERAK declares KAMPAR a DISTRICT... before this people recognize this place as a small town or in BM it is identified as a 'PEKAN' but now a district dragging it's territory up till GOPENG.

A lesson to be learnt..

2009-05-22T12:40:00.002+08:00

I'm really in deep shit right now.. Seriously a damn fucking lesson to learn man..
NEVER drink 2 cups of Nescafe KAO when you're not planning to sleep if it's the night before your exam & if it is when you don't take breakfast on that morning also.. Unless you're immune to caffeine consumption.. If not you'll be in my shoe right now~
What's the consequence?? Let me tell you about it man!!

You will lose your concentration in exam hall.
You would not know what do you actually WANT to WRITE because your brain is so BLANK until you feel that you're so Fucking BRAINLESS at that moment.
You would not know what kind of rubbish shit you wrote in your answer sheet/ you will NEVER believe what you wrote when you read it back consciously.
You will feel like vomiting but your head keeps on spinning like you had OD/ hang over.
You will feel like taking MC & get the hell prepare for the Supplementary paper!! but hell ya if you're in MMU & they're implementing a new policy on Supplementary exams soon..

~#@!^&^(*&)+_)%#@!
Me don't want to E-X-T-E-N-D!!!! Me want to graduate on time before end of 2010!!

Another piece of my collection is ON THE WAY!!!

2009-05-19T02:11:00.002+08:00

If you notice my post on 26th April 2009, I mentioned that I've ordered a custom-made charm bracelet online and IT'S ON THE WAY to me now!!! I'm so excited~* haha..... I know I'm not supposed to be so happy & get distracted by other things besides my studies for my exam these 2 weeks but I'm just too DELIGHTED!! aha......
If you're interested to get one for yourself, I would recommend http://novel-creations.blogspot.com/.
Feel free to express your idea to the owner of the blog & she'll try her best to comply with your requirement & come out with something special for you! As for my bracelet, i opt for something oriental yet classy, therefore, here it comes this design.

*Have fun choosing your favourite charms to create a special & exclusive charm bracelet for yourself*

food satisfies your hungry tummy.... present makes your sad soul happy again!!!

2009-05-17T12:03:00.004+08:00

**whoootttt....** it's present time!!!!! hehee..... I'm mainly a WATCH collector, PErFuME collector, SUNGlaSSES collector, SHoe collector & HanDBAgs collector... If thief break into my house 1 day, i think i'll suffer the most lost compare to the rest...*Touch WOOD*

1st Anniversary present from my darling...(May 2009)

Saturday night, 2 nights before final exam starts!!!! I won't be that cruel to myself by stuffing myself with bread just to save time to bury my head at my notes/ books... hahhaa........(I might do so if it's during the exam period but not pre-exam period!!) I'll still pamper myself with good food and spend my lovely moments in the kitchen cooking my delicious meals while relaxing my mind. :P

~TAaaaa-daAAAAA*..*
my FETTUCINE Carbonara with hashbrown, bacon & MUM's Home-made FISHBALL!!!!!

online shopping

2009-05-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

hey you who is viewing my page....

hahaha.... don't worry, i just want to grab your attention!!! My friend just set up an online garments shopping blog & they're selling clothes in an affordable price. Check out the cool, sexy & feminine garments there. Who knows they offer what you're looking for all these while!!!

Feel free to visit http://wondergarment.blogspot.com/

one more step to final year..

2009-05-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

Delta year @ 3rd year degree ended exactly 1 week ago. It's time for final exam again. It's another step nearer to my final year & i hope everything goes well. AMITABHA..... final exam schedule starts on the 18th May paper at 2.30pm for 3 hours follow by 20th May at 2.30pm also & 22nd May at 9am. The toughest always come last and this time it's DOUBLE TOUGH; 26th May, 9Am and 30th MAy at 9am also.. wuhooo..... start 1st day end last day.. gembiranya..

pix.. pic.. pic...

2009-05-05T01:26:00.007+08:00

pix pix pix..........

I start to feel bored typing words in my blog only.. let the photos below tell you all what exactly i did for the past months in 2009... haha...

last day of legal attachment 09-01-2009
(MKC family members; kit-jocelyn-fong lian-me-celina-teh-shin yee)

legal attachment programme (20/10/2008 - 10/01/2009)
Moi, N.K.Koh & Chee (MKC)

CNY 2009 family reunion (cousin, Sabrina & me)

CNY 2009 hengdai & jimui after reunion dinner
(position bersepah until i don't know how to name .. sorry buddiess)

CNY 2009 reunion with Melaka friends
(zeno-me-ee vonne- kent- shawn - kingyo - sze sze)

CNY 2009 after reunion dinner with coursemates & housemates at Melaka
(nycol- shing ru- andrea- me- nick- yee lee- chew wei)

V-a-L-3-N-t-1-N-e 's D_A_Y 2009
(after dinner at Melaka town)

MMU OPEN Invitation Tennis tournament 2009
(20th -22nd March 2009)
CHAMPION- HELP UC

UPM team & MMU

MMU OPEN 2009 committees + players + winners
(champion- Help UC
1st runners-up - MMU A)

Pulau Redang (23rd-25th March 2009)

Redang 2009 with MMUTC

Redang Island with MMUTC
(Yee wern- su peng- marianne- tami- me)

12 days more...... real Disaster approaching..

2009-05-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

*Pheww.... *
Midterm tests and assignments marathons ended nicely on track... Left with 1 peer assessment & 1 tutorial write-up.The peer assessment is really a waste of time for the presenters & also non-presenters. Presenters during tutorials need to submit 2 peer assessment whereas, those non-presenters are required to submit 3 peer assessments. You all must be thinking, "WTH... present already still need to submit assessment?? 2 somemore??" haha.... Yes, it's true!! To me, it does not make any difference by doing 2 or 3... I would rather do 3 than to spend time doing research for the presentation in this bloody busy trimester.. 3rd year of degree is almost coming to an end... 5 final exam papers in 2 weeks... really need GOD BLESS as much as i can get...

After 2 weeks of final exam, i'll have 2 weeks of my own back at hometown with mum's yummy-licious food E-v-e-r-y-D_A_Y!*~, jaga kedai with 3 kaufu at shop & jog in the evening with dad... Those are my routine everyday when i'm home. Although tiring, yet it's enjoyable to spend such pleasant time with each and everyone of my family members so that no one is left out from receiving my care & affection. Occasionally, one particular person will be left out whenever i go home. I know it sounds sad but believe me, im trying my best to make things better. I know when and what to say to my family & when and who to bring to meet them because nobody knows them better than me after spending almost 22 years together with them going through every taste of my life in my growing up process.

hmm... talking bout 2 weeks holiday.. A few of my course mates are going to LANGKAWI. Sounds fun & i was tempted to go at first.. It's been years since i last went. Hope they will enjoy.. Don't forget my duty-free liquor if any of your bags can fit in.. hahahaha.....

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2009-04-28T14:31:00.003+08:00

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Thank you.

sad?? happy?? BOTH!!

2009-04-26T04:42:00.002+08:00

I'm sad because i broke my promise to meet a few of my buddies in KL today...
I'm sad because i missed the chance to go shopping, gossiping, movie, catching up with them...
I'm sad because i miss daddy, mummy & 3 kaufu at home yet i can't go home for the next 1 month...
I'm sad because my DADDY irritates me yesterday lorrr........ angry betul....
I'm sad because I AM FINANCIALLY BROKE now!!!! WHERE IS PTPTN???? duhhh............ :(

YET

I'm happy because i had my long-craving-for COFFEE BEAN DOUBLE CHOCOLATE with CARAMEL!!
I'm happy because i finally bought myself a tower fan so i don't have to complain about the temperature rising everyday!!
I'm happy because i completed another assignment today!!!
I'm happy because one of the items in my to-get-list this year which is a custom made CHARM BRACELET is ON THE WAY!!!!

hehehehehehehehheehhheehheheeeeeeeeee.........................................................
du-duh-du-du-duuuuu..... Am lovin' it~!!!! Blu3kKkkk..........

2009-04-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

I am emotional... i am sentimental... i admit it.... Yes i am... That is why i am feeling so sad recently..

I once said "Everyday is Valentine's even though we're far apart, We'll hold our hands close to each others heart every minute..."

I don't know if you still remember the content of the card but i do.. and i meant what i wrote & what i said.. Every word that i uttered came from my heart to show how much i appreciate what you've done for me that i should appreciate..

i need ........

2009-04-11T18:51:00.002+08:00

I need you.....

I need you so much.....

I need you now..... .......

..... My Coffee-bean Ice-blended mocha with additional caramel

....... My secret-recipe chocolate mud cake, tiramisu cake, caramel cheesecake...

arghh.................. i'm getting crazy soon.... i need you all to cure my mental disturbance now..

Another boring weekend..

2009-04-11T16:38:00.003+08:00

I find myself living a healthy life when i can sleep nicely without worrying of having insomnia the whole night at 12am and wake up fresh at 8am. It's been almost 2 months i can't sleep well and it such a torture.
Cleaned the living room+kitchen+BATHROOM & MY BEDROOM (last 2 are the places that i care of its hygiene and cleanliness the most!!) today and now I'm feeling comfortable again living in this clean house. :)
Another boring weekend.... SUNGGUH MEMBOSANKAN...... So 'WU LIAO'....... aiiii....

I just came across a statement which i think it's kinda true:-

" IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS, IT'S EXPENSIVE FOR YOU TO PAY, IT MAKES YOU A FOOL AND A DUMB A** "

hahahaha.......

~*I. M.I.S.S. Y.O.U.*~

Rela aku menanti...

2009-04-05T20:47:00.005+08:00

Genap seminggu aku tidak mendengar suara mu. Dalam seminggu ini, cuma tulisan yang aku lihat. Kian menanti deringan telefon membawa suratan ringkas daripada mu. Itulah sahaja yang boleh aku nanti dalam beberapa minggu yang seterusnya. Perasaan ini memang tidak biasa aku alami malah tak ingin merasainya lagi. Hiba hati melalui apa yang terjadi, pilu hati mengetahui sebab-sebab terjadi perkara-perkara tersebut. Apa yang lebih menyakiti hati, akulah pemula segala-gala yang terjadi hari ini. Namun, aku perlu tabah mengharungi detik-detik gelap sebegini. Kian aku menanti saat bila semua ini akan berlalu supaya hari aku tidak terus diselubungi perasaan sunyi dan gelap sebegini lagi. Tidak kira apa keputusan akhirnya, aku rela menanti dan redha menerimanya.
Bulan April yang sibuk dan penuh sesak dengan 3 ujian separuh penggal dan 3 "assignment". Masa berdetik setiap saat tanpa menoleh ke belakang. Nasib di dalam genggaman tangan sendiri, buatlah apa yang patut supaya tidak menyesal di akhir hari.

i thought it's the ending but in fact it's the beginning...

2009-03-30T10:43:00.005+08:00

It takes time for a person to learn, to improve & to adapt. Judging a person based on only 1 incident is so unfair. Having a small little problem and seeing it spreading into a serious matter without knowing what to do next or which way to follow makes me feel so weak. At this moment, i know what i am doing, what i will do & what i can do. I just need you by my side even though i know about the fact that you won't be as supportive anymore. I need your trust in me that i can handle all these, i need your faith in me that i can be better than what you see now, i need your confident in me. I have confident in myself & i need yours because you affect me without you realizing it.

Satisfaction overcomes everything else...

2009-03-23T16:08:00.002+08:00

One hectic week gone with 2 midterms & 1 event. MMU OPEN TENNIS TOURNAMENT 2009 went on well. The weather was great, the participants are co-operative, the committees helped out a lot & the Players did a fantastic job this year. You can say that we have luck that's why MMU 'A' was in the finals but even God helped us, it shows that you shouldn't envy much more. haha... Yet, this year has the best achievement in 4 years when MMU got into the finals meeting Help UC although we lost in the finals. I see some players who are full with confident & spirit this year. I see that it makes part of the achievement too. Well, in short, as the tournament director this year, i hit 1 of my 2 targets & that makes me proud of myself, the players & the committees who are involved.

Well done, everyone~!! Good Job*~

Gotta pamper myself with a holiday after this. Going Redang Island tonight with Tennis Club people for the MMUTC 08/09 ANnUaL tRip..

1 burden thrown..

2009-03-05T01:45:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHH........... At last, my moot competition has ended. Time, money & energy wasted & i hope i WON'T get the chance to do it AGAIN!!! AM i right, co-counsel?? This competition is a terribly tiring one but the result is satisfying & the efforts are worthy :) My team won the case & i was being granted the best mooter of my trial(FYI, it's just the preliminary round). Thanks to my partner, Michelle; the researchers, Sarah & Saiful. The researchers have done a fantastic job & they've helped us from the beginning till the day of the competition giving us courage to face the judges of the night so that we won't kena badly from the judges.
As i said, 1 burden thrown but there's still another 1 coming soon.. MMU OPEN 2009 on the 20th-22nd MARCH 2009!!!! Hopefully, it's a success as well. If it does I'll take back my words of saying 2009 starts AWFULLY!!
Looking forward to this weekend. hehe.... Gonna spend splendid time there till I'm back in Melaka on MON with more works awaiting. The next post will be photos with a little description~*

M-A-R-C-H

2009-03-01T14:04:00.005+08:00

February just ended few hours ago & now comes a new month of MARCH.. Moot competition coming in few days time & yet i'm still relaxing here. I'm seriously lazy to prepare my rebuttal & oral submission but i don't want to lose badly. Well, nothing comes easily in this world. I kept telling this to myself but it doesn't work on me anymore. I need new motivation(Perhaps a LV Monogram Canvas French Purse helps :P ... i know this is too much of a request from a student but student needs motivation & a target to aim in order for us to work harder. )
March tentative schedule gonna be classes-Moot competition on 3rd- classes- 2 midterms before midterm break- MMU OPEN 2009 on the 20th to 22nd- Tennis Club Annual trip on the 23rd to 25th- continue the remaining midterm break till 29th- back to uni with the remaining 3 midterm tests in probably 2 weeks time.. Here goes my MARCH 2009.. PENUH BERMAKNA!!
February wasn't that bad actually. It's just that too much of preparation work in that month. I started my new semester in uni. Prepared for MMU OPEN TENNIS TOURNAMENT 2009. Prepared for moot competition.. Sigh.. Banyak Stress sampai malam tidur tak lena, tiap-tiap malam mimpi buruk, akhirnya pagi tak sempat bangun ke kelas. This is IRRITATING!!

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*~WELCOME MARCH 2009, GOODBYE FEBRUARY 2009~*

at last...

2009-02-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

At last the memorials has been handed to the administrator although we're 5 minutes late. Hah.... a sigh of relieve!! The first important date of next month is on the 3rd March whereby my moot competition is scheduled on that night. sighh...... S-T-R-E-S-S again...... but luckily i have wangi-wangi to S-T-R-E-S-S with me... haha...
Really need some events or some outing with my sayangsss.... Missed everyone at home lately. It's been a hard time for everybody at home. Hopefully the hard time can be diminished soon..
Oh yea.. just wanna say that I loveeeee souvenirs & present.. haha.. Who doesn't?? I love to pamper myself with massage, facial & shopping when i'm S-T-R-E-S-S.. I love to do D.I.Y.. the next project will be turning my old worn out jeans into maybe a shorts/ a skirts.. haha... let's see how does it turn out in the end later...

*~Think positive;

Look forward for a better day when the sun rises;
Reminisce the achievement of the day when the sun sets.*~

where does individual right stands now???

2009-02-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

Words just can't express my anger.. If you take note of the dailies since yesterday (Mon, 16th Feb 2009), you'll understand that this post is related to the "hot" topic happening in Selangor State. The irresponsible act of a human can bring DISASTER to another person's life. It may tarnish the victim's name. It may destroy a bright future of a capable lady with lots of sincere commitments to serve justice and equality to human beings in this country..I just wonder how such an idiot can be born into this world.. IDIOTS!!! He/She should feel ashamed of himself for doing such an immoral act if he ever received high education before!!! Pity his/her parents for raising such an irresponsible person!! Punishment should be heavier rather than only a few years imprisonment and/or fine.. MORAL EDUCATION, FAMILY EDUCATION, RELIGION EDUCATION has been given since young but are they too old to remember all these??? Is it called dirty politics or the person is just merely trying to pay revenge?? If it is all about revenge, i should say that he/she is FREAKING CHILDISH!!! Nobody knows the exact reason until he/she is found. Hopefully the investigation brings out the truth behind the curtain & clean the name of the victim. I still insist that such B**t*** should apologize publicly and the victim should be granted with an explanation!! ONCE again i hold strong to the following statement:- "Individual privacy should be uphold rather than being harassed!!"

Kulai; 8th & 9th November 2008

2008-11-22T23:42:00.007+08:00

Once you start working, you'll find out weekend HAVE TO BE used up wisely to replenish your mental effectiveness & physical appearance due to the hustle weekdays at work..THE easiest and cheapest way is to stay at home and relax. An hour of pampering at SPA, BODY MASSAGE, FACIAL sounds good and tempting but your purse gonna burn a hole again...
Going on a trip whereby you don't spend much and you get to stay at a place where it's as comfy as your own home is as good as a luxurious pampering at a 5 STAR Hotel SPA... haha... Well, i went to Kulai, a town in JoHor Bahru (JB), 2 weeks ago courtesy of Yee Lee's invitation. :) It's not a very big town that you'll see skyscraper buildings everywhere but you'll feel comfortable stepping your feet at this town. Having stayed there for 1 night gives me a home feeling.. ;) According to my JB friends, it would be a waste if we don't pay a visit to JB's well-known shopping mall, CITY SQUARE and DANGA BAY!! (just like when you come to Melaka, you don't visit Jonker Street!!).. So, we went and have a look at the famous place in JB.. haha... luckily no SHOPPING this time coz CASH CONSTRAINT!!!~ too sad! :(
Well, it wasn't any trip that has continuous great plans all day long but it was absolutely a fun trip that i would definitely say YES to again. Sit back and let the photos do their job ;)

the DARLIE ambassador, TUTU with her 2 precious gems (marcus & tongtong) :P

a ride on Merry-Go-Round is what she wants to bring back a sweet smile on her face :)

the ESCAPE to AFRICA got lost in JB, CITY SQUARE!

DANGA BAY INT' ResTaurAnt
looks good in appearance but never try never know what's within..

Danga Bay Family Day Cruise`!

great lighting and great background isn't complete without a GREAT FOREGROUND ;)

FOOD is what we need to stay FOCUS~!! haha...
~ 3 'wai-sik-mao' {Hamsap CW, TUTU yeelee, I'm-Mr.N-NICK}~

Me with my cheesebaked Chicken Chop & 'YIN YONG'
(don't be confused between YIN YONG & SI MUT LAI CHA) hahhaa......
(only those who are connected understand)

MONEY NOT ENUF....*!

2008-11-22T23:25:00.004+08:00

The title of this post is self-explanatory.. MONEY IS NEVER ENOUGH... Salary not out yet... RM200 that mum sent is gone in just a glimpse for petrol & 'unexpected shopping spree'... Talking bout the 'unexpected shopping spree' that got me spending extra monies for the non-urgent stuffs really made me mad enough.. Well, the chronicles goes like this:-

My SASA card expires today which is 22nd Nov 2008 (without me realizing it earlier)
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went to SASA with the intention to buy FACIAL MASQUE only!!!
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went to the counter to pay and the promoter asked if i need to buy anything else to add extra stamp for the card which required RM80 for 1 stamp
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luckily, i checked & i realized i need 1 more stamp to redeem a free gift and my card expires TODAY!!! or else i would have wasted the RM560 that i spent before this at SASA!!
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What to do?? my friends don't want to help me *sob& i forgot my 'possible savior', YEE LEE.. So i have to scan around the whole shop to see what else i need to make the amount at least RM80 lorrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
ishhh......... tiba-tiba kena guna duit lebih... geram betul...

Well, these are what i bought :-

21st Birthday Pictures*~

2008-10-27T22:31:00.004+08:00

left to right: Daniel (dai lou) - me (b'day Princess) haha..- Chew Wei@CW - Nick

pretty & awesome house mates.... YeeLee-Nycol-Adeline

HAppy 21st BirthdaY~... Thanks to the people that appeared in the above 2 pictures.. *hugzz*

Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me!
HAppy birthday to me!~
HAppy 21st birthday to ADELINE~!!! :-)

Weekend spent together ;)

Thanks for the presents; the hidden puzzle@ the lovely tags@ the precious handbag.. hehe..
~*LOVE you.. Muackssss...... *

2008-10-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

I've made it through the first week of my legal attachment programme.. I would prefer working life like this than going to campus for 2 hours lecture then come home for 1 hour break n then another 1 of 2 hours of tutorials at last we'll call it a day..I get to use up my time appropriately in office although maybe because at the moment what i do isn't that hard.. I would say a clerk's job.. haha.. but it was fun tho.
What i did for the past 5 n a half days in office was typing letter, printing, photo stating, filing documents, sending out letters and documents, making phone calls to clients and some little little things but it's a good thing that i finally get to know and experience the procedures of doing work in a legal firm and for a document to be sent out, it has to be check, amend if there's any mistake, check again and after it's confirmed to be a completed documents without any faulty errors, the lawyers will pen down their signature and lastly it will be send out to bank, clients or whoever it concerns... Well, 11 more weeks to go..

*~HAVE FUN, COMRADES~!!

p/s PHOTOS of my B"day celebration and office will be uploaded soon.. ;) STAY TUNE people...~*!!

1 last journey to go

2008-10-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

yeah man.... 1 more to go and i'll be granted with a leave from exams for 3 months... last paper on 18th oct, sat morning at 9am.... after that, i'll have 1 semester for legal attachment programme which means NO MORE IRRITATING EXAMS!!!!!! before that, i hope NO supplementary!! By the way, i think my dad too sayang me until when he comes to Melaka for HASH run with MELAKA HASH, he pays me RM100 for petrol but as usual, i'll only spend rm50 on petrol and i'll keep the other rm50 for my FOOD la...hahaha....... I start to feel my mum's concern on my life more when she calls every day of my exam just to see how was my paper that i had on that particular day. SO does my LovEly UNCLE!~ hehehe....

hmmm... surprisingly, i don't have any excitement this year when it's getting nearer and nearer my birthday. For the past years during my birthday eves, i'll plan on how to celebrate my birthday and cracking my head to choose only 2 presents out of my long list of wanted things to be granted by my elder bro n uncle..{so sad..... :-( } Somehow, this year i feel differently maybe because i'm having exams within these 2 weeks so tak ada mood la.... However, amazingly this year i don't have any wish for anything particular. Perhaps it's because whatever i need i already got and my dad bought me a laptop earlier. So, that would be my advanced birthday present from him... :)

TO my bro, "kor, don't worry... i won't ask for any tennis shoe or ADIDAS/NIKE sneakers anymore because the 2 pairs that you bought for me during my 19th n 20th birthday are still in EXTREMELY GOOD n CLEAN condition!!!" hehe....
As usual, 'angpau' from uncle n mum is the thing that i would never resist every year.. :P

1 gone to hell; 4 more approaching.. HELL or HEAVEN??

2008-10-08T12:59:00.003+08:00

As usual, i screwed up my GRAND OPENING of the semester's final exam. NO exceptions found this time... i just know that i'm SAD n DISAPPOINTED... Don't ask me WHY i screwed my paper nor was the paper too hard for me.. I'm totally, extremely SPEECHLESS at this moment... I'm just hoping that i wouldn't need to take any supplementary paper when i start my legal attachment. It's such an embarrassment if i do.

COUNTDOWN to final exam and my BIG DAY~!!

2008-10-05T19:49:00.005+08:00

After spending 4 days of lovely time together with my sayang, it's time to STUDY again... goshh.. i just hate EXAMS.. It makes my good mood collapse when i wake up every morning reminding myself that the final exam of the semester is nearer and nearer but in fact, i'm looking forward to the end of it as well coz my 21st BIG DAY is coming real soon.. [too bad it got interrupted by the last paper] weeeee.......... :-) my wish this year would be "I WANT LOTS & LOTS & LOTS of presents. I want a trip to BALI, i want a trip to PULAU PERHENTIAN, i want someone to sponsor my shopping spree at the end of the year to SINGAPORE, i want some new members into my perfume family and the list continues.. MOST IMPORTANTLY, i want CASH$$$$ *~" bluekkk...... :P {for those who are kind enough to offer me any one from the list above, do inform me earlier so that i wouldn't spend my own money on them.... kekekekeke.....}

FYI, my papers are on 8th, 10th, 12th, 15th & 18th OCT. Good luck to all my comrades ;-)

Having own transport is much much more convenient especially for a person who loves eating like me... I dun care about my body figure as i exercise adequately and i eat moderately, therefore i can maintain it easily.. I don't look into every details of my food whenever i eat because calories can be burnt easily by doing exercise.. So, why making ourselves in hunger??

JOM JALAN-JALAN CARI MAKAN~!!!!

a brand new day~!

2008-09-15T02:46:00.004+08:00

I'm glad we got through it together... Trust me, i will be better and i will think wiser day by day... WE can overcome everything as long as we still have faith towards each other....

GOOD DAY~!

i know....i thought...and i PROMISE*~

2008-09-14T14:43:00.004+08:00

I know it's my fault for not being more thoughtful... I thought i'm considerate enough but in fact i'm wrong.. I never think from your point of view.. I never thought that my words are so hurtful to you.. I finally realize you're more important than anybody else.. I'm really sorry...

PLEASE FORGIVE ME...

Shall we treasure every moment we spend together now rather than being worried about what will happen to us tomorrow?? Life moves forward but not backward... Our album shall be filled with only happy memories and laughter but not disappointment and tears... I nearly perish a wonderful relationship that we both built but it won't happen again..

I PROMISE~

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival~!

2008-09-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

The song "FOREVER LOVE by Wang LeeHom" keeps on repeating in my mind after a group of people played that song so loudly from 1 block away i guess.. I still don't know who played that song until now but it's clearly heard from my room... I personally doesn't have the ability to read Mandarin as well as others but i fancy a song by its lyrics and accompanied music more than the singer and i start to like the song 'Forever Love' because i hope it will resembles our relationship one day.. I already set my limit to the lowest that i can accept, i just hope that you can comply with it as much as you can... I'm already used to be alone but i don't know why tonight when i see a group of people gathered together on mid-autumn festival night happily, i feel lonely.. Not because i don't have friends, it's because i hope to celebrate this day together with you.. If you ever heard of the story behind Mid-autumn festival, you'll understand...
Last year, the same day, i got a phone call from someone which i've never met before but helped me a lot by providing me with valuable informations, telling me something which really tore my heart apart but because of what happened, i stayed strong until today... Only God knows, she knows, i know and the people involved know about it and i choose to keep it to myself because it's nothing to be happy about...
Some people might feel that i'm childish but i DON'T CARE about how THEY THINK because this is me deep inside my heart.. As i said before, i am tough but i'm fragile at times too...

Anyway, HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL to ALL~ May all of you have the chance to celebrate with your loved ones~

missing student in MMU...

2008-09-13T19:40:00.002+08:00

Cerita yang menggemparkan hidup pelajar-pelajar di MMU, MELAKA apabila seorang pelajar lelaki yang kini di tahun kedua; didapati menghilangkan diri pada jam 4-8 pagi pada hari Jumaat bersamaan dengan 12 september 08 tetapi apa yang lebih menghairankan ialah 'efficiency' pihak polis untuk merumuskan kes ini sebagai satu kes bunuh diri setelah menjalankan penyiasatan yang tidak lebih daripada 24 jam.. Apakah ini satu kes bunuh diri yang benar atau terdapat cerita yang terselindung di sebaliknya?? Semoga hakikat yang sebenarnya akan didapati supaya beliau tidak mati katak... Oopssss, is it the correct word to use??

{sorry readers.. out of a sudden i would like to test my BAHASA MELAYU level all over again since i stopped reading and writing in BM after Form 5. hahhaa...... If ever MMU LAW MOOT COMPETITION 08/09 gonna be held in BM, i think i'll have to go back to my Form 5 BM tuition teacher to brush up my BM again..sighh..}

fluctuating emotion...

2008-09-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

My mind and my emotion is unstable right now... All i need is somebody to be by my side when i'm alone facing everything that i have in front of my eye now.. I know everyone is the same. They're as busy as i am. I just hate myself for being mentally and physically weakened so tremendously and being so selfish and childish... WHY AM I LIKE TIS??? i just want to be myself again... i'm having hard time in competition with others but it just came into my life giving me so much of agony...

If only someone/ any couple can give me the answer....
DOES DISTANCE REALLY CREATES OBSTACLES???
I start to doubt what i said before. Perhaps i should think more thoroughly... but most importantly i hope things would be better for TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY...

~the sun will continue to shine even after the darkest night for it will bring a brand new day with lots of happiness~ {i do hope this is true}

100 visitors~!

2008-08-16T04:05:00.003+08:00

I have 100 visitors since 9th August, 2008. Something to celebrate?? nahh.......... i think 50% of the amount comes from myself because i view my blog very often to see if there's any new comments written by any reader of my blog but so sad to say NO COMMENT other than CW and JK... haha.... but nothing so serious to be sad of since there's no interesting topic in my blog.. :P

I've been spending lesser and lesser time with my house mates recently. Mainly because we've been spending time on each other's stuffs lately. That's why i've been kinda upset lately because i felt that our relationship in this house has turn sour. I've been trying to take every little chance which is available to create mutual topic that can make us gather longer just to chat like how we used to do before this but seems like i'm from the other side of the world. Somehow,today i've been blessed with the opportunity to turn the situation alive again.. hehe.. Swimming is our mutual interest now appearing in the list after SHOPPING, COOKING, GROOMING(perempuan mau cantik ma.... hehehe....) and MAHJONG~!!I've chucked my swimsuits, goggle and swimming cap into my wardrobe for so long until at once i don't even remember where i kept them but today i joined my ji muis (YEE LEE & NYCOL), mr POLAR BEAR (DANIEL), a newly crowned world medalist for backward-breaststroke swimmer (CW) and MR.Nick for a swim at my apartment's swimming pool. Before this i always have the feelings that the swimming pool at my apartment is dirty because i SELDOM see people CLEANING the swimming pool and every night there will be a bunch of CRazieeee felle swimming there at the wee hours...... after staying here for almost 1 and a half years, this is really the FIRST time i throw myself into the pool but it was FUN... We got a new swimming style created by Mr. YEE CHEW WEI!!!! He has an extraordinary capability to swim breaststroke BACKWARD instead of FORWARD with his ass appearing on the surface of the pool in every 5 seconds.~!!(he's trying to show he has a nice butt i guess):P hahaha......... I've got mr. POLAR BEAR to teach me butterfly but i still fail to improve my butterfly stroke... TOO BAD TOO SAD :( but it's satisfying when i'm able to do somersault in freestyle after practicing over and over again for almost 30 minutes.. hmmm....... memuaskan.. No photos taken today but they'll appear in my blog slowly as time pass by.... ;)

Half way through 2 weeks of busy days with assignment datelines + midterm test + presentations + tennis tournament (Melaka Closed) with 3/4 health recovery... luckily Melaka Closed ladies event has been canceled due to insufficient participants, or else i'm really gonna PENGSAN inside the court... I'm slowly getting back on track after being sick for more than 1 week. Therefore, it's time for speedy back on track and update on works! = another 1 hectic week coming ahead.

Melaka Closed tennis tournament gonna start tomorrow for 2 weekends until 24th AUGUST.. MMU TENNIS CLUB will be represented by a group of talented players to dominate most of the events especially with the appearance of MELAKA state ranking #1 men singles player = FOO KAI ZHANG with other potential players such as PETER CHOO, MICHAEL LAU, CK and the list goes on.... ( too much to list down)
~GOOD LUCK to MMU TENNIS CLUB PLAYERS~!! HOPE YOU GUYS will come back with as much medals as possible...~ :-)

Happy~

2008-08-10T18:47:00.010+08:00

haha... i just got back from MMU CYBERJAYA campus a few hours ago after attending my friends' convocation.. Met a lot of friends whom we seldom meet and took a lot of photos with them.. I'm happy and glad that i went even though i waited outside under the hot sun for almost 1 hour+ ... But i missed out some photo sessions especially with the TENNIS KAKIs; ie. FRED, WEN NEE, PETER(convo on MON), ANDREW, my ex-housemate: NICOLE CHONG, my LAW seniors: LIH YIK, ANDY(who brought me a moment of sadness when he reminds me of my company law midterm test tomorrow!!), VIC, REBECCA and lots more.. To those who i didn't get to take photo with and wished, CONGRATULATIONS upon your GRADUATION~!!

A few photos before i end today's entry... Hope you all enjoy browsing through them as much as i am when i capture them..

pretty Yin Ching & me

Hui Ying & me

Soak Ching (ex-housemate), her BF (Jit Seng) & me

Chin shi & me

Hazel & me

Jong & me

Jeremy & me

MMU 9th CONVOCATION 2008

2008-08-10T00:09:00.007+08:00

It's past 12 now. Within the next 12 hours, he's gonna be on stage collecting his scroll from The Honorable Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah (CHancellor of MMU). I'm so proud of him so mati-mati pun i want to attend his CONVO because i want to share his Glamour and his glorious moment together with him ALTHOUGH he doesn't allow me to go and i get very irritated when he ask me to stay at home and REST!!! BUT i took almost 1 month to decide to go or not to go because if i go i'll meet his PARENTS. Tapi tak apa lah coz i already jump the queue and i met his GRANDMA beforehand. hahaha........ but meeting his Grandma wasn't intentional and it wasn't planned!!! so i'm forgiven~! hahaha......... I do hope i'll graduate on time as scheduled to be in Year 2010. Friends, pray for me to pass all my subjects every semester and i'll get to attend my own convo in 2 years time. :-)
By the way, out of 419 FET (Faculty of Engineering and Technology) students, he's at the 135th place by following the alphabetical order. OMG!!!! Nak tunggu sampai bila barulah turn dia??? hahaha... macam lah it's my convo.. Bukannya dapat masuk pun.. Bukan main excited je.. :P
check out http://smartcard.mmu.edu.my/2008_convocation/

Anyway, i know he'll read this. That's why i want to tell him this:
"I'm proud of you and i hope you'll achieve the greatest success in your career life!~"
(because he has the most caring girlfriend by his side supporting him all the time no matter how far we're apart) hahahaha........... I was supposed to handmade him a card but due to insufficient time and energy (i have been sick for the past 1 week plus and i have 2 midterms + 1 assignment due next week and 1 midterm + 1 presentation due the week after that), i will delay the process of making him a lovely card. The outcome gonna be awesome... weeee...... ;-)

Oh yea... yesterday, 08-08-2008 is a remarkable day for a lot of couples who tied their knot together. 8= prosper for Chinese that's why we love the number 8. Besides that, i've been sitting in front of the television since 8.30pm to watch the live telecast of BEIJING 2008 OLYMPIC GAMES grand opening ceremony. Nonetheless, it was magnificent and eye-opening. Everyone was delighted with the final effect of China's well-known film director, Zhang Yimou's hard work and effort. He is really a very talented man and he leads the tribute that shall be given~

Beijing 2008 Olympic Games SLOGAN

the LOGO

(stay tuned for the next post, people.... I gotta make a move before i got nagged further... Chiaozzz......)

~Ms. Adeline_U 2008~

2008-08-09T06:41:00.000+08:00

Unexpected attempt

2008-08-09T02:24:00.000+08:00

It's unbelievable that i'm starting a blog. I used to say i don't like other people to know much about myself because i want my life to be as simple as possible.. Maybe because i hate to listen to rumors about me that spreads among people around me. I am a person that stays inside my world most of the time. Not that i don't mingle around with people but i start to avoid people to avoid unnecessary FREE promotional skills.. My mum used to complain that i'm a 'samseng mui'.. hahaha... Maybe because i'm always away from home. Mainly due to my passion towards outdoor activities especially SPORTS~. For your information, my life in MMU MELAKA is lonely WITHOUT TENNIS.. TENNIS is the only thing that makes me feels that i'm making used of my precious limited TIME wisely. ONLY in TENNIS i find my real self, my real joy and real satisfaction... All my sorrows will be driven away peacefully when i'm at the TENNIS COURT... HOPEFULLY my peaceful life on TENNIS COURT will remain for my remaining years in MMU..

Hmmm..... Well, my life for the past 3 months plus had been wonderful and sweet maybe because i start to accept another person into my 'home alone' world.. haha... At first, i still doubt my decision of giving a chance to Him maybe i'm afraid of failure, i'm afraid of being hurt, i'm afraid of being cheated.... on and all, i'm just KIASU!!~
My friends used to ask me "Eh, How come you still don't have a bf??"
HUHH... Is it a sin to be SINGLE???
TO cover my KIASU-ness, i'll tell them.. "Haven't you heard before that the best will always come LAST??" hahahhaa......
Well, at least now i have somebody that i'm slowly getting to be familiarize with; whom i'll share my joy, sorrow, worries and etc together with.. I wouldn't say that i know him well enough for me to make a judgment saying that he's the MR.RIGHT and i wouldn't knock the hammer so soon BUT i would say that his existence made me changed a little. I used have the attitude of "pass sudah lah" in exams but by having a bf which has good academic result gives me the boost to do better in order to be 'setaraf' with him..hahaa.. sounds hilarious and KIASU.... but he really changed my life bit by bit.. He advices me to be more time manageable as 24 hours a day isn't ENOUGH for a person like me who MUST have AT LEAST 8 hours of SLEEP a day and out of 7 days a week i would spend AT LEAST 3 days on TENNIS!!!! APA ITU TAK CUKUP MASA???? Everybody has 24 hours a day and 7 days a week.. IF their schedule can be well organized why can't yours be the same?? Time is there!! Be more disciplined!!! I KNOW LA but i just can't stop myself from lazing around. Time spent for refreshing myself after completing my task is equivalent to time spent on TENNIS COURT.. Time spent on attending classes and doing revision is LESSER than time spent doing useless things.. WHAT a life when i'm in MELAKA!! I do hope our relationship will blossom and become more and more stable...

Whenever i think of my 3rd uncle, mum and dad, i'll suddenly be more BERSEMANGAT because THEY'RE my EVERYTHING. THEY ARE WHO i am today and because of THEM i'm continuing my studies here NOW... I don't want to disappoint my 3rd uncle, mum and dad for their contribution towards every moment of my life that I ENJOYED, I AM ENJOYING and I AM GOING TO ENJOY. Their sacrifices are worth everything that i could give to them in the future..

MY dad worked hard for 10 years overseas; for 10 years i could only listen to his voice and see his photo, i spent 10 years of my birthday without him by my side and i couldn't be with him throughout his lonely times for 10 years. 10 years is a very long period of time but unbelievably we've past through it and he came back last year in OCTOBER; just before my 20th birthday. His existence last year during my 20th birthday really replenish what i've lack of in the past 10 years. Nothing much i could ask for except for his safe return.. i can only say "DAD, I REALLY LOVE YOU!! I REALLY WANT YOU TO BE PROUD OF ME!! I REALLY WANT YOUR SACRIFICES FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS WORTH!! IF EVER YOU SEE THIS, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'LL GIVE YOU THE BEST THAT I COULD IN THE FUTURE!!"
MY mum is just a normal housewife. She bares with our(elder bro, me and younger bro) mischievous and some unforgivable acts with full patience. She's there for me every time i return home; feeding me with her yummy, finger licking good FOOD that i wouldn't ever resist.. She's there for me all the time; nourishing me with whatever she could. She's the best mum that i could have in my life. If I were to reincarnate i WOULD LOVE TO BE HER DAUGHTER AGAIN!!!Not much i can say about my relationship with my mum. Although, we talk a little bit loud towards each other most of the time but i still want her to know that I LOVE HER!!!
I got sick for 1 week and that's when i really MISSES HOME!!! First time ever since i come to MMU, i'm HOME SICKED and now a girl who always has a tough personality cries.(not only because of that).. MY GOD... I couldn't BELIEVE tears flowing down my cheek, dripping from my jawline!! All the while i think that i'm independent enough and i can settle everything myself without asking for help from my family because they worry about me easily and i HATE it when i know that they're worrying about me but that's the time when i really realize that they're very concern about me.. Maybe because of that, i avoid telling my family anything that happen to me when i'm away from home because i want to maintain a tough, independent and grown up image of me in front of them..

(3rd uncle @ 3 kaufu n ME)

Another person that is VERY IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE is my 3rd UNCLE @ 3 kaufu... Since i was born, he treated me as his own DAUGHTER. He even addresses me as his daughter in front of his friends or any unfamiliar customers of our Shop(own family hardware business). This is one of the factor that makes our bond tighter day by day. He always takes a part of the responsibility towards my growth since young. He plays the role as my artificial PARENTS but i HATE to identify him as my uncle. It gives me an awkward feeling; somehow i feel that i'm neglecting him; especially since my dad's return back home. Since young he has been pampering me with everything i want but with certain condition applies. He introduced me to a concept of NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD. If you want something from someone you have to show that you are worth the person giving you that as other people doesn't have any obligation to give you anything. Even if they do, it's out of courtesy. 1 funny little thing that happened before was when i was in primary school, he was the one who meet my teacher every year to take my report card and the teachers in my school at that time thought that he is my dad. We didn't feel strange at all but we feel delighted hearing this. We had lots of memories together.. He's every moment by my side since i was born throughout my joy and sadness but i'm glad that he existed providing me with warmth and comfort whenever i'm down. He's the one who pacifies me whenever i got scolding or caning from my mum for all my irritating act since young. He's the one that i'll approach to share my joy and laughter. He's the one that i'll act stupidly or childishly just to see him smile. He's the one that i'll cry for if i EVER loses him besides my DAD and my MUM. He's the one that i'll regret for showing disrespect or making him worry. He's never a froward person maybe because HE LOVES ME as much as I LOVE HIM~

(left-right: aunt, mum, dad)

AHA... My first post is already so lengthy. Please do not fall asleep reading this because i want people to know who dear are my parents and my 3rd UNCLE to me.. hehehehe.... anyway, if anyone reads this, i convey my appreciation to you for spending time listening to my heart words.
Till then...... TAKE CARE PEOPLE~!!! muackss.....